Thursday, June 19, 2008

Where's The Winter River Bridge When You Need It?

You are in a downward spiral of self hate, nearly gagging every time you see yourself in the mirror and wishing you could rip your own hair and skin clean off and emerge as someone else.  Just when you think you can’t feel any worse, someone you love very dearly takes your knees out from under you by revealing what they really think about the kind of person you are.  All you want to do is curl up in a ball and cry and die and disappear, because the fact that they could ever think that about you makes you feel like you’ve got a giant hole in your chest. 

And right now, when you really need someone to hear your silent screaming, you feel like you have nobody.

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